Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Breakin' Out

Fall has landed with a blowing rainstorm in Seattle. It brought with it a sick daughter, a growing teenage son, a traveling husband, new students to help train, two writing groups, Soltura's move to the northwest and a boot camp that is sucking all of the blood from my brain to rescue the muscles and joints that have been screaming for attention.

Needless to say, I am feeling a little scattered and disjointed. My most focused “quiet” time came last night around 2:00 a.m. when all of the above started to float around in my brain. I lay in bed for about an hour before I finally listened to that still small voice that said, “Why don’t you sit up and write for awhile? See if that helps.” Lo and behold, I journaled for a few pages until finally the words, “Be still and know that I am God,” appeared on the page. Simultaneously, I started to feel rest in my body. I finished the page I was writing, lay my journal aside and fell soundly asleep for the 1 ½ hours I had before the alarm clock rang announcing boot camp.

Today we went for a 3-mile hike with only flashlights to lead our way through Discovery Park. I walked alongside a woman I am not sure I would recognize in the daylight, but our conversation was full and the scenery as the sun started to rise was breathtaking. After the rain of the past few days, it was a reasonably clear morning. There were stars through the clouds and the hint of pink in the sky as the sun began to rise. For a few moments, I was able to forget the lists and give thanks to the voice that provides me rest in both my waking and sleeping hours.

Upon arriving home, I sat down to check in on some of my favorite blogs only to find that I had been recommended for the "Breakout Blogger" award by one of my personal favorites, Christine at Abbey of the Arts.

Christine described my blog as “playful and deep.” That feels like a lot to live up to and for a moment I really felt the pressure! Then I did what I do…I sat down and started to write from my heart. Is it playful and deep? Who knows? It is hard for me to judge. It’s just me and that is what I have to offer.

Part of the honor of being named a breakout blogger is to pass along four of my own favorites. (Again, the pressure ☺). Since I visit a reasonably small blogosphere, many of my recommendations have already been made. My top three favorites of “consistent” bloggers are Abbey of the Arts, Tess @ Anchors and Masts and Northwoods Contemplative. I would also add to this list:

Shelby @ Time with Shelby. Her readings range from her daily life of trying to find work and keep up with school to grocery lists she has found along the way as well as a variety of delightful tidbits that just plain make me smile. ☺

Country Parson is a new blogger who speaks of theological matters with a heart for the world. I generally have to put on my “thinking cap” here and always walk away with something new to ponder.

Sunrise Sister is a delight when she decides to let things pass through the Mind Sieve. I hope she will begin to write more as her life takes some exciting turns with the New Year. She has a lot of wonderful things to say!

It looks like the blood has reentered my brain for a moment or two. (I have to take advantage of that before the adrenaline runs out and I realize I only had about 4 hours of sleep last night, so I am off to enter my day…again ☺.)

Thanks for reading. As always I am glad you are here and would love a “hello” from your side of the screen ☺.

Cheers! Lucy

photos by me

9 comments:

Tess said...

Hello and thank you!

Enjoy some better sleep tonight.

Sue said...

'ello.

What a lovely meditation for me to wake up to this morning. As I was reading about your journalling ending with Papa's "Be still and know I am God" I felt so relaxed and peaceful. Beautiful Papa.

You and Christine are fast becoming two of my favourite bloggers so just keep doin' what you're doin', dude :) (easier said than done. Don't you hate that Tree of Knowledge self-consciousness? Damned if I'm not hanging out to burn THAT little baby off).

I am going to read your favourite bloggers now.

Shelby said...

awwww shucks.. thanks :)

Sunrise Sister said...

Oh, you've done it now..... real pressure - well prolific is not my middle name that's for sure but the Mind Sieve has been pondering some subjects while swallowing Ceftin (it's a legal drug)and decongestants.

In the meantime, I pray for your sleep. I know, geniuses don't need much sleep, but boot camp people and no snooze will have you too in antibiotics soon!! Motherly advice - what a surprise:)

The Dream said...

Lucy-
I always love visiting your blog. I, too, spread myself pretty thin and then get those divine moments of clarity to BE STILL. Thanks!

Sunrise Sister said...

I loved the leaves picture. Our leaves aren't even hinting of Fall color yet but the air is definitely cooler. Only hitting 60's. Must be pitch black at 5:00 a.m. to say the least!

lucy said...

thank you all for your inspiration and well wishes. i have slept very well the last two nights. yesterday morning i woke up with the thought "ask and ye shall receive". ah yes, sometimes i must remember to ask.

ss--fyi--those the leaf picture is actually from last fall slightly later than now, i think, but they felt right for the mood :-)

Hope said...

Hello from this side. It's always good to read your thoughts. Sleep has been evasive for me at times this week as well.

lucy said...

good to hear from you, hope.